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Chronophobic Part 1
05:33
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As but a mere blip of the universe
A mortel life on an arrogant planet
Understanding space and time is beyond my comprehension
Growing older from being alive, the solar system that we know and love
but so young and bold
But we fucked up the Earth long before she was meant to live on and be the ideal world
I'm a creator, but I am a destroyer
I will build over what was Origionally meant to support us
This is an artificial world
And so the time will come
The Earth will fight back full force
We cannot breathe underwater
The back-up plan in evolutions corse
So the time will come (It's not that far away)
My existance alone means nothing
but I have the power to destroy my holding cell
I am mortal, Chronophobic and I fear the time the humans die is coming soon
As but a mere blip of the universe
Essense of life on this great planet
Chronophobic, fear of time
I just want to live the rest of my life
But how can I be afraid of time
It is just an idea made by the cursed mind
Time wont you let me live on
Break me off this cruel and perminant cycle
I'm growin older, and I'm obsessed with the fact
that I will never know the potential of the universe and the human race
Time wont you let me live on
Break me off this cycle we call life
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Chronophobia Part 2
02:34
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But how can I be afraid of time
It is just an idea made by the cursed mind
Time wont you let me live on
Break me off this cruel and permanent cycle
I'm growin older, and I'm obsessed with the fact
that I will never know the potential of the universe and the human race
Time wont you let me live on
Break me off this cycle we call life
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A Realization
05:12
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I have come to a Realization
That existance is an illusion
My perspective might be the only one
Lifes a fragment of my imagionation
I am the grand creator of every thing I've come to know
or maybe I am just a lab rat in a mass experiment
Take your life away
I am still existant
But disregard the logic
I am godly to Earth
Take my life away
you have my consensus
Absence is consistant
Solicism reigns
Am I a holigram in a digital life
Created by a higher power
A designer testing life in a superior demention or world
And I am the main character
Everyone else exists to sustain the illusion of life
Take your life away
I am still existant
But disregard the logic
I am godly to Earth
Space is just a lie
History is bullshit
we are all just programmed to succome to my life
Trapped in a world of repetitive phenominon not even fully aware if existance is a lie
I am the grand creator of everything I know
Life life for what it is
Exist
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Life
04:00
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A random atomic combustion; The universe is born; Forever expanding, rendering it to be potentially infinite. The Stronger of the masses attracted the weaker, creating super-clusters of galaxis. With each galaxy containing billions of stars there is bound to be at least one solar system with a revolution so perfect, it can support a virus, in which it calls itself life. It seems to consume and waste. It also thrives to sustain itself. I've watched it take place before. It always ends up destroying itself soon after it gains consciousness by technologically advancing, creating an artificial apocalypse. Consciousness forces the intelligent life to put values on their insignificance, causing them to warship a higher power in which they create for themselves. They kill eachother and destroy over their beliefs but once they andvance, they learn how to explore the vast universe around them. I wonder what they shall discover before they destroy themselves. The earth is so beautiful. Life is so rare. It would pain me to see it deteriorate and wither away, but the intelligent life is so arrogant and self centered taking it's home for granted, ignorant of its actions until it is to late to heal. Life is such a rare occurance. The Humans Must change.I am not human. I am not a form of life at all. I am space.
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Misled by Polytheism
04:59
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Kept in a civilization of entrapment and dishonesty
Ignorant of a free society ; I dream
Left in captivity to serve my master
Risking our lives to build the monstrous structures, their tombs
Then a circular disk arrives from the heavens, far beyond the clouds
They do not speak to us
I fear we are to inferior to be gifted with words
Their biological structures are surreal
They must be super-natural beings
Not living or dead
The master submits these theories in our heads
I disbelieve it
These beings are not gods, but quite the contrary
The study us ; They laugh at us
For we are so primitive
Where are they from? Is there more life to this?
I wish I wasn't confined
Why don't we rebel? My friends die brutally
Everyday is hell
For a self induced prick. He tricks us with fear
Kill the master
Prove these so called "gods" that we are not so primitive
We are not slaves
You have a mind of your own
Kill the fucking master
Kept in a civilization of entrapment and dishonesty
Ignorant of a free society ; I dream
Left in captivity to serve my master
Risking our lives to build the monstrous structures, their tombs
Far beyond the clouds? Where are they from?
From the sky they arrive
We live and die
Fuck our primitive intelligence
I'm suffering; I'm burning; singe
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Deranged; Intelligence
05:16
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s there an escape from society? I'm too intrigued
They use us for there Greed
We are prisoners of our fellow man
We cannot escape the clutches of our wretched government
The give us our freedoms and convince us that we're free
Life, Liberty and the Persuit of happiness is corrupted by the
We dont need these material objects to serive and support our neccesities
but the thrive for Materialsm feeds supply and and demand
while corperations have us eating from their hands
The rich and more powerful have always had the same control over the people and the decisions we make
They think of us as a plague
They'll do the minimal to make sure that we stay contained
But should they take all the blame? We're all the same
We are all the same; It will never change
Humans are deranged; Intelligence
Prisoners. We're the inferior
Self centered is the one percent
So anxious to make sure that we don't die
We're an idea, a variabe, a lie
Once your born, your forced to conform and if you refuse, they'll do away with you
They think of us as a plague
They'll do the minimal to make sure that we stay contained
We are all the same; It will never change
We are all deranged; Intelligence
CONFORM!
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Realms of Infinity
04:52
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This is the one dimension
Our history, our past set in stone
In such a tiny universe
In space, absence, curiosity ; we wonder
Infinite possibilities consume our mind
The human mind is so powerful within it's time
We create possibilities, chance, values, life
The universe only exist to what we can comprehend
Consciousness - Being aware is what creates the idea of life in an infinite universe
Everything thing that has happened, will happen, or can happen will all be possibilities in an infinite assortment of dimensions, or a universe
Particles are moving in an organized but random path that creates all and everything and every possibility
What is infinity? An endless cycle of reality
What is reality? What is time? They are just words
Ideas created by the mind
It has been quite the honor to have gained this knowladge
I am now more superior ; More alive
We are creation of thought and chance recieved by another part of infinity
We will never be able to comprehened every single possibilty in our realm of infinity
I have highly change - for the rest of my life
I am not derange - Like all the rest of them
I am not the same - I am barely human
Intelligence
Particles are moving in an organized but random path that creates all and everything and every possibility
Everything thing that has happened, will happen, or can happen will all be possibilities in an infinite assortment of dimensions, or a universe
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Questions
05:42
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In my room, I sit in the dark, asking myself why I'm alive
It's just the cruel Irony of life, hoping that I won't die
Where do I stand? What are my plans?
I'm just trying to have a good time today
But what the hell, I gotta prioritize
What the fuck am I doing with my life?
What is the universe?
Why am I part of it?
Is there more to this so called kind of life?
Wasting my time confusing my mind
Letting it infest my life until there is no more cure affective
What are these instincts? Why do I fall for them?
I don't feel human. I don't feel alive
Fake my sociability to conform with the rest of society
Asking all these questions
Coming up with answers
Old necessities and values are lost
I only want to explore the universe
The mind of the outcast
A perspective deranged
What is this mindset compressed in my head?
It will isolate me and leave me for dead
Don't just waste your time
Go take back your mind
You gotta leave those thought behind
I'm the consensus; The independent variable in intergalactic experiments
The population is overflowing with life
We progressively grow to sustain pride of being a man
I'm the consensus; The independent variable in intergalactic experiments
Making up the answers
What is the universe?
Why am I part of it?
Is there more to this so called kind of life?
Wasting my time confusing my mind
Letting it infest my life until the cure isn't affective
What are these instincts? Why do I fall for them?
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9. |
Lovevil
04:59
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A misconcepted feelingPotential evil can occur
A flaw in human instinct
Affection for one another
I try to fight the temptations
In a life beheld in misery and self demeaning
I abide in my floodMind controlling Infatuation
The emotions distacting mankind
Illusions of happiness
In a false boost of confidence
This is some kind of war, I think
The mental battle of logic and denial
My lack of confidence contributes to my hatred of love
It always starts with happiness and ends with lack of confidence
but I am filled with loneliness so should I risk my freedom?Lack of hope to find some one a renfrencing the past I've lived I can't control my actions and I can't forget the past
Breathing hyperventilating worry and anxiety. I can't preform these simple tasks because I am afraid to failLove is Evil
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Eric Harper Norwood, Massachusetts
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